I have had a wild night of napping on the couch. Just woke up because I was too thirsty to force myself to continue sleeping.

I had a little Inner meltdown at work today. I emailed T about it. I was proud of the disclosure for about an hour. Then I freaked out and decided I sounded like an idiot and sent an email telling him to ignore the first email. I apologized for the disruption. About half an hour after THAT, I sent another () email, explaining what was REALLY going on behind the scenes and why I am being so clingy.

The whole thing is horrifying and I am trying to put it out of my mind. FML. I need a rewind button.