I left the house because of the noise. Black Sabbath and him screaming-enough already!

I was thinking about suggesting to him that we call it quits (we've been married 30yrs next May). Maybe he would be happier living alone where he could drink and blast his music to his hearts content.

The problem with that is I am not in a position to take care of myself. I don't have the drive to have to move and to try to live on my disability. If I were to go manic again, I wouldn't want to be alone.

If I were to leave him for a while, he would probably straighten up, but for how long? He does what is needed to pacify me.

It's 1:25 am and I just want to go home and go to bed! Grrr!