Well, thus proves that you can go awhile, thinking you no longer have this issue and get bitten in the butt! Right now the impulse isn't too bad. And I'm fighting it, because I'm thinking my emotions are just temporary. It's 2am here, and I woke up ruminating over something stupid. I really hate myself sometimes when this happens over something so minute. I'm fighting it right now. It's been since July and I do not want to do it again. Sorry, just need to vent. Not doing real well right now.

I guess this is my first real test to see if my new coping skills will work.