We´ve been together for many years, even though we´re still young.
I´m currently not in a good living situation, as I live with my mother who is an alcoholic and source of many of the difficulties I´m trying to work through in therapy.

We´ve been talking about moving in together. He is in a simulare situation,
his mother died, his father an alcoholic (my father´s dead, my mother´s alcoholic).

We like being around eachother all the time and we get on very well (vacations too etc)

But I feel that I am already too dependent on him as it is and living together would automatically make it even harder to be more independent of him and just to my self.

I couldn´t imagine living alone, because I think it would make me totally anxious and depressed. Besides, beside my boyfriend, I don´t have many friends rightnow. I think even if we lived apart we would spend most of the time at eachother´s places..... I just don´t have many people in my life rightnow. I´m not talking to my sister, I don´t have any other family I talk to
and I have "loose" shared friends with my boyfriend, that don´t know about my troubles.
I know the key is to get into closer relationships with other people, but for me this is really easier said than done. I have a hard time trusting and getting close with other people.

What do you think?