((((((((((((Candybear)))))))))))))))
(((((((((((((Sunrise)))))))))))))))))

Thank you for taking the time to read and respond to my post. I'm not entirely sure if i want this to be the end of everything ... and i know part of me will be scared if i know that i don't have anyone to talk to ... i'm just more concerned about finding a new one, and if that will end up being a good fit, and just trying to get them to understand me - or as well as anyone really can!
I guess we will just have to wait and see