Back to the emailing T thing, I forwarded him an email thread I had with a friend (at the friend's suggestion). I told him that this thread would be more "fun" to discuss than the stuff we had been discussing -- thinking the thread was a discussion about Jane Eyre and a comparison of my childhood with hers. I totally forgot that my friend and I had discussed some really sensitive stuff about our husbands AND I had mentioned that I purchased a book that discussed CSA because there was a passage in it about something that had happened to me when I was five. So I have now emailed him that it will be 'fun' to discuss this gross thing happening to a five year old. Dissociation sucks. Sigh. I did this on Thursday and he has not responded. I am actually not super sure he got the email because I am having issues with my email sometimes. But, if he didn't get it, I don't want to bring it up. If he did get and just isn't responding, I'm feeling queasy thinking that he thinks I am a weirdo or a perv or something.