I have been taking zoloft for 10 years @ 100 mg. This last depression (about 3 weeks now) I ex <font color="red"> </font> perienced quite a bit of anger and rage. Throwing things, slamming doors, screaming at my supportive family. I went to my doctor (who didn't originally rx the zoloft) and she gave me seroquel to try. It calmed me down instantly. Along with xanax. She wants me to go off the zoloft but I know I can go up to 200 mg and I have decided that I will stay on the zoloft and she will have to rx a higher dosage. I will suggest to her to keep me on seroquel for my outbursts.

I am an individual who runs from confrontation, even if I have done nothing wrong. I can't keep a job because of it. I don't know why people in this world are so very mean, hateful, unfair and ignorant. I really do not know how to cope with ugly people. I have depression and when I get to feel like my life is wrong, I get VERY ANGRY and wonder why things don't work out for me. I feel like I want to seek revenge on people who I feel have wronged me. Right now, I hate the world.

My depression and anger, at this particular time in my life, is due to the fact I am unemployeed and feel worthless. Of course, I am still trying to find work everyday. I cannot give up for myself or <font color="red"> </font> <font color="red"> </font> <font color="green"> </font> my family. <font color="red"> </font>