My son Jason died on 1/3/2013. He was my only child.
I was doing ok whatever that means. With the approaching holidays I am becoming more and more depressed.

The full weight of his death is so painful I also feel physically ill.

I feel so alone. My bipolar illness is getting worse. I don't know how other people survive the lose of a child.

I am still breathing but that is about it. He was only 27 !!!

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