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I work in a out patient clinic and have to pretend to be a caring loving person to the patients and all I think of is who needs to be euthanized. As I do their vital signs I say derogatory things in my head and envision a phone booth like devise, that vaporizes people, that I could just shove them into. Most
Please no hate mail.......I have never physically harmed anyone......just myself.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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