Hi Rohag
thank you I hope so too

The answer to that is yes and no
At times I am fine I can cope if I'm in one place where I'm happy and supported but I've moved around a lot in my job lately so when I put that with not having a permanent home (I stay between 3 or 4 different houses each week as I'm not happy at home but can't actually live at the others) it kind of adds to the imbalance and creates no stability for me to help me focus and try to beat all the thoughts going through me.

I've thought about stepping down but at the same time that will create money worries and the issue that my position is no longer being given out, so if I step down my only career aspect when I am ready is to try and get one step higher than I am now it's a huge leap to do and I don't think I could do with that much pressure