I am healing

I still well up with tears... like when I cleared my mailbox on my cell phone and saw where my T had returned my call on "that" day... and when I call the puppy the other's name ... when I find myself looking out for the old dog ...in the dark room, so I don't trip over him.. ...

but I'm pushing and doing with the Superbowl..and am using it to keep my mind off my loss.

Thank you all! It's been really tough.