I'm sorry to hear that your father doesn't know what to do to help you...I hope you can find some things that you can share with him... since obviously his threatening isn't a good option!

Meds for bipolar disorder are so difficult to get and keep balanced! I feel for you on this, but keep trying... and yes, use your doctor to help you: That's what they are there for!

Keep trying... it won't always feel so bad.