Growlycat, I told my T that I felt like I wanted to smash all her books of the bookshelve in the room ..she kinda of gave this little smile as she said "your angry with me?"..I think it was partly because she knows how I relate to her books is really how I want to be with her...as I spend all my sessions talking and looking straight ahead of me at the books and rarely at her...also I think the smile was that I am infact angry and maybe its something solid to work on and she is thinkingn "goody"?...either way it rarely happens and intellectually I know its not a "mocking" smile...it just feels that way as being mocked is something that sets of my abandoment issues..if she did it constantly I would have to bring it and wouldn't be able to work with her...but I know her and know its my reaction to it..she's never been a smug know it all therapist...infact theres times she said "she maybe wrong" when we;ve spoken..