We barely talk if just for the sake of the kids. He's taken to sleeping on the couch. There's no hellos or goodbyes just walking out.
I'm supposed to wait until he's ready to talk. Except he doesn't know exactly when that'll be! So I sit & wait like a good wife. My voices are screaming for punishment but I can't do a thing bec of him! I feel like such a child.
Honestly when he first mentioned divorce I wasn't surprised. He just kept saying how tired he was. I can't fault him for that. It's true I've been a very heavy burden for him to drag along.

When he said it I wanted to run. First I was going to go to a women's shelter but figure I'm not being abused they wouldn't take me. Then I thought I'd take a bus to...anywhere. I have cash socked away & I could just go. Then I think of my kids. How would all this be explained to them? I just don't have anymore answers.

I wish he'd ask me to leave. Then I could be on my own bec he asked, instead of me taking the initiative. I'm never good @ that.

I don't know what else to do but sit & wait to be called to be lectured to. Like goin to the principals office.

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