I know this is one of the darkest times that you've been through, Patagonia, but I can see that you're really holding on. It sounds like the roughest thing is that you have to wait until your husband is ready to talk, and he isn't... That's really scary and lonely, and I wish I could fix this. Yet, honestly, I'm not sure where to begin. Did your T give you any advice on how to deal with this?