What would I do to make sure the next relationship is healthy.... I don't even know how to answer that. So far I am just going on dates with guys from dating sites, freaking out after one date, and not seeing them again. There was one guy I DID like even though he gave off tons of red flags right away. I saw him again. Thankfully he ended things before it went any further. If he hadn't have ended it, I don't know if I would have stopped it or kept going with it.

I have trouble letting go of bad situations. Most of the time I do realize that it is bad but I keep trying and trying until the other person dumps me. I guess I need to build up my self-esteem more or something.