Something is wrong and I have no idea what it is. Everything is failing apart and I feel so fragile. I recently came out of the hospital after a suicide attempt and I don't feel much of a change. Homework is easy, work is easy, but something inside is clouding my judgement in believing it's impossible which is causing me unrealistic stress and I have no idea what to do about it. I've been trying to be mindful, but the stress is so great that I stopped eating.

Can I see a second therapist for a brief amount of time to get my life together? My current therapist does nothing for me and all she does is chit chat with me. I'm afraid of changing though since I don't think there are any other available therapist in the facility and I have been with this one for so long. I need something dramatic to help me and to bring me out of my despair. My new home is wonderful, but I'm not in the right mind set to be living in it right now. Any advice would be helpful and I can not go to a different hospital for help since I already have taken a week off work.