I have been having c-PTSD attacks so bad now for months that my congestive heart failure symptoms have returned. I noticed the other night that my ankles were slightly swollen. I keep on having the attacks numerous times daily.

Physically, things are not going well for me. My dyslexia is worse than ever. The neurologist is sending me to a seizure specialist. My weight is up and my lifestyle more sedentary because I am depressed and on meds that increase my appetite. I dropped my P-doc because he could not find an anti-depressant that I could tolerate that my insurance company would cover. Also, my IBS has been bad and my feet hurting. I will be making a podiatrist appointment next week to start treatment for a chronic problem that is painful. And, on top of all that, my T is after me to give up all wheat products to decrease the yeast and urinary tract infections caused by naturally high blood sugar. She hopes that that will enable me to have a love life but, frankly, I have already given up on one. Further, what I'm going to eat for energy I don't know since my IBS prevents my from eating whole grains. I am suffering from life burn-out and don't know how much more I can take. Can't my life just be over? I am tired of it.