That's how my medication was too. But we explained it to my doctor and went from 15mg to 10mg of the stuff, and now I have -just enough- of the meds that my hallucinations aren't causing an issue, but I can still draw and do my art and stuff (though admittedly not as good as before).

It's rough. Art is my life, and I'm honestly not sure what I'd do if I had to make a black and white choice between my 'sanity' and my art.