My sister (that doesn't even know me) took me to a therapist. She told me i can go back, it's on her.... Anyways today the therapist called me and asked me if im coming back. I said no.
I've been wondering and been told that i'm pushing away help. I just want it to be the right person, right time. That i don't want to get better. I want to stay in darkness. Self destructive. I really do wanna get to a better point.
Do others feel the same way, do you push away others?