We're supposed to have a joint session but he hasn't made the time. I guess he's deciding whether he wants to put anymore time into this marriage. In the mean time I wait & try not to SI. It's so very tempting. If he doesn't care why should I?
He's being very tight lipped & I haven't heard from my T's at all. Sent 2 emails last week & 2 desperate phone calls this weekend & still nothing. I feel dumped & abandoned. Voices are getting very dark & tempting.
I try to stay busy, stay involved w/ my kids or clean something. Basically it's expected.
I just don't know what else to do. I'm on my last straw. If it wasn't for my kids I'd be so out of here!

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