I feel the need to escape a lot.

During hypomania I feel that there are so many exciting places to go and I want to go to all of them! Put it on my credit card!

During depression I feel that I will never see everything I want to and I am going to die after living in the same boring area for all of my life. Then I get anxious and make anxious travel plans that I can't follow through with because I become a mess.