I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way; you always have so much to offer those who are in the forums, so hopefully some of your encouragement will find it's way back to you.
You're a sweetie, so hopefully you find your way through this day and find yourself in a sweeter tomorrow.
Blessings,
Jon
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