Hello all...

So uh... I've been battling with my depression for two years now. Being 16, most people won't believe you if you say "I think I need help" because its your teenage years, who cares, right?

Never have I been a typical child. I would choose the weirdest outfits as a five year old and be goofy and bubbly.. But all of that has faded. I like the black and white with hints of grey. Everything isn't right..

My parents, they don't like my behavior sometimes and say "You're just going through a phase.", even though these "phase" last months on end. I just feel like no one cares about me anymore, and that no one wants me.

To put on top of the family situation, I was dating a guy for a year who was very intelligent, a diligent worker, my kind of guy, and now he doesn't want a thing to do with me. This has only made things worse in my life. I used to sleep very soundly, but now I cry to myself until I pass out every night, only getting 1-4 hours of sleep. I wish I could tell my friends what is going on, but they don't understand. If anyone thinks they could help me out, please reply? Because right now I have no one to turn to