Hello. I've been taking medication for Bipolar II for 13 years. I recently weaned myself off Restoril because I thought it was causing my longterm memory issues (and also because it was no longer working). My longterm memory loss is still just as bad. The only med I still take is Lamictal for mood stabilization and clonidin (a blood pressure med) for anxiety. Within those 13 years I have taken or tried just about every psych med possible. Is there a way to recover the lost memories? Or are they gone for good? It breaks my heart as most of the memories of my children from that time are cloudy or missing completely.