hey. i don't think i can ask him about how he said he would see me more... he said that he could seem me weekly and that he only had one slot available but that there should be other slots opening up next year. i guess he didn't say when. and i guess he didn't commit to that either. i guess i'll just wait and see. and yeah, i'm scared of the stomping. i can't ask him. i just can't. not when i can't even rely on the same time each week. i can't even get that. it is too much. i'm sorry.