When i'm wide awake all I know is I need to sleep
When all I want is to sleep, I know all I need is to move
When I need to talk the words drive others away
When I want silence it eats me up
When I want friendship they're upset that I've been distant.
The more scared I am that people will leave me, the more likely it is that they will.

I can't do anything right.

I'm right there with you.