Thanks for your replies...

Actually me and my fiance go to couples counseling but I have never mentioned my problem to the counselor. I have had several panic attacks over the last year or so but kept them to myself. This past week I have had 3 so that is what prompted me to tell my fiance what is going on. I feel as though half my battle would be won if he would give me the support I need right now. He has always struggled giving emotional support. The main thing on his mind right now is calling off the wedding and stewing over how much money he has spent. That is very hurtful for me. Is it to unrealistic to think that with a couple of months of therapy that I will be mentally ready to get married? I think I have improved tremendously over this past year. Any and everything would make me emotional but I don't feel that way anymore.