I think I have 85-90% (just a guess) of them. And someone (whom I believe to be very insightful) told me one time that when it comes to love, I am still a child.

(I got offended, but then logically thought about it and realized that it was true.)

I think maybe it's somewhat related to my post about people who can't feel loved by others and don't love themselves. Because if you need constant affirmation, that means you can't believe that you have what it takes unless someone convinces you (all the time).

I have that.

And so imagine trying to find a partner who is willing to do that ALL THE TIME. And if the meaning of life is in having someone, then there goes that meaning...

It's like it says in that song: "But you've got a hole in your cup that should hold my love"

Do not waste this evening
Baby, I'm begging you
Your big imagination's playing its tricks on you
If you think my up and leaving's something I'm gonna do
Feel my chest when I look at you
Baby you, you've got my only heart

So hard to be so far out living our separate lives
You phone was really broken
I tried your number twice (Talking about insecurities and being hurt and not able to receive love at that time)
And if you need confirmation, baby I understand
It's alright if you want me to tell you
I adore you
But there's a hole in the cup that should hold my love
If you let me leave
I swear, I never will