sorry for my language! Its just I don't get it anymore! why I have a job that I hate?why can I do something I love to do?this is what my head tells my self your dumb, you are stupid and you're dyslexic. my dyslexia Has stop me from getting a lot of jobs. So I feel stuck in this black hole I cannot get out of.

its nice to have a place where you can see your not all alone. This place is saved me mentally lots of time.