my boyfriend wants to admit me to the hospital...since we have met have relapsed into cutting for like the 7th or 8th time (each time lasting for awhile). I knew he would get sick of it...but he just doesnt understand...he has tried to bribe me to stop...he has tried to threaten me...he says,"Just stop doing it, go cold turkey." He has been so faithful and supportive to me...but he just doesnt realize i cant go cold turkey...he thinks if he holds me for an hour that it will be ok and not come back the next day. I love him but im just so frustrated and now im facing possible admission to a psych ward. I dont think i could handle it...i dont think i would get better that way...i cant be away from him...he is my life support and now he wants me to go an hour away from him and not see him all the time and he thinks ill be good and ill get better...if anything id die...i told him my strength is alot better because i have this one urge to cover every inch of my body face and all with cuts i want every inch of my body to bleed but i only do it in "special" areas, i wont tell u guys just in case i give anybody easier ways to do it. But after 6 years of cutting i think thats pretty good and thats accomplishing something...im afraid that if i dont do it every day 3 times a day..then i will go mad and give in to the one most powerful urge ive been fighting all these years...he doesnt see it this way...what do you guys think?