DM,
Currently I feel borderline retarded so I tend not to answer your posts. I kinda have this thing with your writing style where I love it and feel to much respect for you to post completely off topic because I don't want make myself look stupid in front of you. l feel any post I reply to makes me look flakey and stupid and takes literally at least a good 2-3 hours to write a response to even if it's a couple of sentences. Hell most of the time I don't know if I'm posting to the right thread. Yes I do pretend you and a bunch of others don't read my responses.

Would it help if I reposted what I thought you said and responded to that and then you can correct me? I really have way to much respect for you to make myself look bad and I haven't been 'with it' for a long ' for a long, long but if it does you're not allowed to think any less of me if I am way off base. OK? Hopefully you don't think I'm flakey already. I didn't even want to post this but I felt you deserved a real response from me. I hate being negative, sorry. I hope I'm not contributing to your desire not to be here. I completely understand your desire to leave but if you do I demand a Facebook friend request I will respect it if you choose to take a but remember I care for you either way. I of course want you to stick around. You are very valuable to this community. I hate to feel you and others are feeling driven away and that I'm part of that ( yes currently I am being self-centered, sorry).

I love you,

/only took 2 hrs to write this