Feel lucky that you have found the release and ability to be able to cry. I don't know whether it's because of meds or because I'm so cut off from myself, but I can't physically let out any tears. My eyes will burn if I see something sad on TV but no tears will fall out. And when thinking about myself, I can intellectually see it is a time that I should be crying but am unable to do so, so I get anxious or angry or some other inappropriate emotion, then I take something to self-medicate away the feelings. Crying is good IT. Just monitor and note if it is excessive or if you're doing it at inappropriate times, like out in public.
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Check out my Blog "Choocha Spills".
It's a combo of blogs and poetry. I'm planning on writing more blogs, now I know people are actually reading it. I think the easiest way to find it is through google. Thanks. Or, hopefully this link works:
http://choocha.psychcentral.net/
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