No this feeling will diminish rapidly if you make some extreme lifestyle decisions and changes. When you live the life of a healthy, productive, active, kind, unconditionally loving and accepting, ever-evolving individual your whole outlook of you and the world around you changes. With every achievement and milestone you break/meet the more your mindest will broaden and your eyes will be fully open and seeing things in a totally new and beautiful way. If you make these things happen then you will wake up one day and say "ahhh, this is really living".