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Originally Posted by Illegal Toilet
I was struck by this feeling today as I was eating rice pudding. I guess this is my life? Waking up and eating rice pudding and maybe feeling sick in the morning and maybe not?
Normally I am ok with this because I have anxiety and I just want a drama free existence. But this morning, and every so often, it bothers me.
Does this mean I should try and live a more meaningful and exciting life or is this feeling always going to pop up no matter what I do?
To give you a snapshot, I live with my parents, and am 35, have very low libido due to medication, and losing my hair and i haven't worked for 3 years and have never had any friends except for one year in high school when i was friends with a couple of guys one of whom eventually ended up bullying me.
Thoughts?
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Your soul is not fulfilled. So if you do something, you probably won't have these thoughts anymore (as long as you're doing something).
Maybe you could join a centralist church (all beliefs are welcome). It gives you somewhere to go and they are not religious exactly and don't push things down your throat but just let you be and believe what you want.
In my area, there is one, and they have projects they do where people could volunteer. And usually, when you volunteer, you meet people and get to know them in a non-threatening environment. (Well, I suppose nothing feels safe for a person with anxiety, but it's the "lesser of the evil").