The title pretty much says it all. Off the deep end. At the end of my rope. FUBAR.

The more suggestions people make the worse I feel for not being able to make use of any of them. I've had it. I'm broke, in more ways than one. A part of me keeps telling myself to put an end to it but, fortunately I guess, some rational part of me is holding me back.

I'm sick of being a burden on everyone around me but in the situation I'm in I don't seem to have any choice.

Incidentally, for anyone who may remember me from the past, I've been too depressed to come here for a while. Sorry for being such an infrequent visitor.

Here's hoping..........