well 1 thing i fear is my dads alcoholism. which my sister and i are planning an intervention when she visits for thanksgiving. idk if itll work ... but idk...

i fear him having another stroke from alcohol and dying and me not being able to be there and save him.

but hehas said some things...like "i dont have anyone to cook for anymore because you dont eat my cooking" cuz i make my own stuff most times or stuff like hell say "idk what id do if you werent here". and stuff.