IT,

I can relate to how you feel. I feel like a complete waste of space when it comes to life. I got sober, but that accomplishment soon fizzled. I also have not held a job in years. I'm waiting for my seroquel to kick in, but who knows what medication cocktail will work for me and my bipolar. Seroquel may be a total waste of time. I'm sick of therapy bc talking had no instant gratification - it takes years to solve things by talking imo. I followed all my pdoc's suggestions - Exercised, volunteered, attended AA and stayed sober, all that $#^& but here I am feeling like a waste of space. I feel like any hobby or project I start will make me more angry because it won't be any good. I don't want to shower/leave the house/clean etc. I'm just so tired of trying.

TnT