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Old Nov 18, 2013, 12:13 PM
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Originally Posted by thickntired View Post
From what I've read waking up very early is a sign of depression. My therapist said there is such a thing as Irritable Depression where you also feel angry. That's unprofessional of yout therapist to try to diagnose you as not having anything. Therapists do not go to school to be able to diagnose a MI that is for a pdoc. It took me 3 times to finally find a therapist that I could talk to, so that's common I believe. The only thing I've been half way enjoying is reading because I can escape and do it without drugs & booze.
I see what he was trying to do; (probably) I was going through a so-called teen depression, and he only wanted to calm me down, but he kinda went too far ignoring my issues. He blamed it on my lack of communication - in fact that's what we usually talked during sessions. He wouldn't understand I don't like to communicate that much. He used to say that the reason I was there, in his cabinet, is to learn to know myself - bull! Poor man, sometimes when I'm angry I kinda like to run out my anger on him He doesn't know, of course.
The only thing I can enjoy is music, that's all. If only I could sit all day listening to it...