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Originally Posted by BipolaRNurse
During a mixed state once, I was sitting on my bathroom floor at two in the morning, scrubbing the tile with an old toothbrush till my fingers bled and crying uncontrollably. Another time I was racing up and down my long, sloping driveway, screaming and yelling at the universe......and again, sobbing like a broken-hearted toddler. Too much drama---I HATE mixed episodes!
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I don't feel like that at all. Just anxious, don't sleep well (though I want to desperately). I think this is a crock that my pdoc says. I am seeing a new pdoc on thursday, but he doesn't know me from Adam. I am going to spend this time trying to formulate the most honest and concise history I can of the last 50 years!!!