I've been out of work for awhile and after a lot of searching and much rejection; I've finally been hired and the thought of going back to work has got me feeling a little anxious. (a little background) My last position of 10+ years was relocated overseas, shortly thereafter, I lost my Dad to a terminal illness, lost my home and my depression gradually spun out of control. I feel as though as I've been to hell and back and I keep waiting for some more misfortune to blindside me at any time.