I found out today that my t had a conversation regarding my reluctance to take meds and the feasibility of making me bring my husband to a session to force me to tell him the full extent of what's been going on with me behind my back with a friend of mine who also sees him. I had been talking to her earlier about how rough the last few weeks have been and she reached out to him and they started discussing.

I know that I am to blame for this because I started the initial conversation with my friend, but I really feel like they betrayed my trust by talking about me and my treatment behind my back and without my consent.

When I confronted him, T said he feels bad that he damaged the trust between us and he will do everything he can to fix it.

I don't know if this is fixable, or even if it should be fixable. I am so hurt by this situation that I honestly don't want to talk to either of them again about anything deeper than the weather or the latest sports scores. I don't know how you get that trust back and I don't know how I can trust myself to know who to trust anymore.

Am I crazy for even considering giving him a second chance or am I crazy for wanting to follow up on what he did to me so he can't make anyone else feel this way ever again?