thank u for askig
she knows
but id rather stay with my dad.
thats how bad our relationship is.
something about being aeound my mom gives me bad energy and i see demons near her a lot. actually see a lot of demons in her house.

my dad called someone and they came today but couldnt do much and are coming tomorrow. that makes about 4 days. ive been washing my hands with bottled water. not flushing toilet. cant wash dishes or do anything without water. and its costing him 4500 dollars. hes so stressed about money cuz we are paying 1000 or so to help my sick cat who is not gonna die anymore BTW she got better. so im gonna have to repay him all of of out of my disability check.

we are becoming poorer and poorer and hes thinking aboutgoing on food stamps. im already on them but only get 15 dollars a month for food. the poorer we get the more stressed he gets and the more he drinks.

and its making me symptoms go high to be stressed too about everyhing from my dying cat to having very little money. so much high that its like i didnt even take medicine. even tho i did. ive been seeig demons a lot and hearing people screaming and stuff and hearihg chatter and stuff. we arent poor poor. but let me just say my dad only had some few thousands in bank acct and i only have a few hundred. we are both on social security for diff reasons. him retirement. me disability.

all this actually takes me back to when my dad and i were borderline homeless with enough money but only a house to stay in with no furniture an no running water or electricity in tthe house. i was using piles of clothes as pillows sleeping on the floor and just had like ...nothigg. it took 4 years until 2011 to really have everything and an ok life but now its going back downhill