There are days that I feel EXACTLY the very same thing, and I think that one of the things that keeps me going is the thought that "One day someone special may come along and the waiting will have been worth it." I know that we have so much pain inside, and there are days that I too wonder if it will ever be any different, but the journey is never a boring one.
Hang in there,
Blessings,
Jon

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