Have made apt to see nurse later this week for blood tests & she said she wants to weigh me (full health check)? I am so scared. I will go as I am feeling terrible and need to tell someone medical (I think) what I have been doing to myself for so many years. I am at breaking point today. Texted T but didn't get a reply - just see you on (date/time). I was reaching out for support but got nothing.