thank you so much...no i dont have a therapist... your right ickydog it is very scary to quit. its been my whole life so when someone tells me of getting better...i almost at times dont want it...because its like you breathe your whole life and someone comes along and says stop breathing. (bad analogy but thats all i can think of.) its scary and i wonder how ill survive...i know i will but my mind and body have accepted it. This is pretty rough. Thank you for those sites, i will definitly show them to him and see what he says.
Rap- ive tried to quit, i guess those are my ways of trying to reduce it. Though not much else. Ive tried writing in a journal...but it gets to be too much. And my body remembers the way it feels during it...and it craves the cutting and the knife...In fact after my boyfriend tried to stop me i went from a little miniture razor to a really big box cutter (thanks to my job for letting me take it home) but anyway...thank you guys again for your support. (((((hugs if there ok)))))))))))))))))
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