Im not exactly sure what you mean. However I know when i cant get to a razor at the moment my mind remembers with critical detail how cutting feels. Its almost like i can feel the razor blade against my skin. I dont know though, that just makes me relapse more. Though none of it is good i guess its better than doing it physically. Good Luck. ((((((((((((((((hugs for you if its ok with you))))))))))))
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