For the last 3 months I have been getting worse phsically I cant stant just existing in this nursing home I SI a little the nurses never catch on I dont know why my life is all messed up! I been hear 2 years already My daughter is also a labled borederline and SI so bad she need stitches I gave this disease to her My mother blames me for plenty I journel mostly about SI I have evan told these nurses about how lousy I feel and I want to go to psyciatric nobody listens I'm just gonna keep journeling.dont know have nobody right now I'm poisin thats how I feel (and scared too)I hope for help