Welcome to PC jaeann. It is nice of you to put your mothers problems ahead of yours but maybe you could ask her again if you could go see someone. I am guessing that she may have forgotten with how hectic her own life is. But that doesn't mean she doesn't want to help. SI is a very difficult thing to stop on your own and is usually an indication there is more going on inside. Please try and get some help as it tends to get more addictive over time. Stay safe.