I heard it said in a Narcotics Anonymous meeting once,
"The truth will set you free, but first it's going to %#@&#! you off."
I went through what you have been going through when I was your age, and it got so bad. I kept taking him back, and why were my friends so harsh on him, he LOVED me. He was going out and getting drunk and high with his friends, lying all the time and it progressed until he was beating me and stealing money out of our account. I almost went to jail for bad checks because although the money was in there when I wrote the checks, he was pulling it out with the ATM card without my knowledge to go party with his buddies. After he tried to choke me to death in a drunken rage I had to call my parents for money to leave with a box and a suitcase on the Greyhound and go three states away. I am so glad I did. I just hope that you getting pissed off here will be the beginning of the truth setting you free.
Peace
RF
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“Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardship today.” Thich Nhat Hanh, Nobel Prize Nominee and Vietnamese Buddhist teacher
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